I was born in Belfast, Northern Ireland
in 1981. My memories of
childhood are flooded with happiness: Summer days
cycling along the coast with
my family - and then pedaling like crazy to get
home before the rain came
pouring down. The fun was getting caught in the
rain and barely being able to
keep on the bike because we were laughing so hard.
Playing soccer on the front lawn after dinner with
the smell of fresh cut grass
and my little brother giggling his way down the
sidelines with the ball, knowing
he was going to put it in the goal past mum.
Taking expeditions down to the
river behind our house with the other children in
the neighborhood, and
searching for buried treasure, fossils, or
insects. Building forts or tree
houses, and boats that would take us down the
river to imagined exotic lands.
Coming home from school in the dark of winter and
putting on warm clothes, our
mother making us hot chocolate with marshmallows,
and building Legos by the open
fire.
Waking up to find fresh snow outside, and our
parents letting us go to school
late so we could build a snowman first.
And then there was art - that tranquil place where
I always lost myself for
hours at a time. All it took was a piece of paper
and a pencil or two. Sometimes
my brother would join me and we would see who
could make the best copy of Disney
characters or photographs from a wildlife
magazine. I remember with clarity
waking up before everyone else on the weekends and
sitting at my little blue
desk (I was probably seven or eight at the time),
painting the view of the
neighbor’s back yard which I could see out of our
bedroom window.
Indeed, art became my escape. The happiness of
childhood was quickly engulfed by
the realities of life. My father’s involvement in
politics led to his attempted
assassination, and my brother, mother, and I were
taken hostage by four armed
terrorists in our own home one dark November
evening when I was 9 years old. My
father is a kind and gentle man who felt strongly
that he could improve his
country. He became quite popular. Unfortunately
becoming involved in politics in
Northern Ireland during those years was a
dangerous pursuit. I thank God that
none of us was injured and that my father was away
on business in London that
fateful evening. However, life changed rapidly
after that.
We moved from Northern Ireland to Scotland,
Scotland to North Carolina, and from
there to Florida within a few short years when I
was between the ages of 12 and
16. It was tough to say the least. Overnight it
seemed that all that I loved and
that was familiar to me was suddenly gone. At the
beginning I kept drawing
because I always imagined returning to my friends
and showing them my work. I
used to share it in the school yard, and my art
teacher in Northern Ireland had
been such an encouragement. I dreamed of going
back and showing her my new art,
and hearing her reassuring voice.
But it became clear, as little as I wanted it to
be true, that those days were
over. Upon moving to Florida I enrolled in an art
class at high school. I hated
it. To be honest, I think I was deeply depressed
that year and my spark of
creativity seemed to be extinguished. I felt like
everything I made was
terrible, and that the teacher agreed. Slowly but
surely my creative passion
seemed to die and instead I decided I should
become a doctor like my father. It
was more sensible.
And so I dedicated the next five years of my life
to getting into medical
school, with the dream of returning to the United
Kingdom. At the age of 21 I
was accepted to study medicine at the University
of Sheffield in England. I
realized almost immediately upon beginning courses
that I had made a mistake.
The creative spirit within me which had been
forced into submission for the past
five years was slowly surfacing once more.
Inspired by the beautiful countryside that was so
familiar, I began sketching in
my lectures and in the evenings instead of
listening and studying. I took long
hikes on the weekends through the picturesque Peak
District surrounding
Sheffield. As I contemplated things on these
excursions I knew I was on the
wrong career path and decided to quit medical
school before the end of year one.
I wanted to dedicate myself to creating art, and I
would find a way to make that
happen.
I returned to the United States in late 2004.
Almost three years back in the U.K
had made me realize how much I took for granted
living in the United States, and
I missed my family. I was 23, and creating had
become my renewed obsession.
At that time my love of motorcycles and all things
mechanical led me to pick up
an airbrush. I started painting custom designs on
motorcycles and cars, and
attended workshops with the top airbrush artists
in the world. These were
extremely rigorous courses where I learned
virtually all of the technical
knowledge I now possess. Most of my art prior to
this had been created with
pencil, and my knowledge of color was minimal. I
was fascinated with the realism
that could be achieved with the airbrush, and over
the next few years made it my
goal to achieve photo-realism in my work.
In 2008 I achieved this goal, and over the next
years created a number of
photorealistic paintings. As I had been working on
this artistic goal I was
introduced to the art of digital printmaking
through one of the workshops I
attended. I purchased my own equipment in 2007 and
began printmaking for other
artists and galleries as I worked on my own art. I
mention this because it was
an important turning point in my art career as it
enabled me to shift my focus
from custom painting vehicles to expending all of
my creative energy in the fine
art realm. Most significantly it introduced me to
a myriad of talented artists,
artistic styles, and a wide variety of mediums.
Although it was certainly a challenge to become
adept as a photorealist, the
style left little room for expression during the
actual painting process. Often
after spending weeks on a photorealistic work I
would crave being able to
release and express part of myself while creating.
Thus began my exploration of landscapes and
abstraction in early 2009. It was
instant addiction. As I began painting with
traditional brush, memories of the
countryside in the United Kingdom began to flood
back, and I found myself
painting from these memories. The work you see
today is the result of these
memories, emotions, colors, and layers all
filtered through my mind and on to
the canvas. Thus some are purely abstract, while
others are more
representational, and my work continues to evolve
around this theme. As I
continue on this artistic journey it is my hope to
create works that are at once
beautiful and timeless, some merely suggesting
reality. I leave the viewer to
discover a place of his or her own, perhaps a
fleeting glimpse of a place
remembered or the eternal that awaits.